Tough return

After some new break I managed to play 1K hands today. Didn't do very well since I lost close to -1.2K$
It seems I'm struggling after each break, maybe I should start slowlier next time I do a long break : playing less tables or lower limits.












Last weeks I felt some kind of laziness and I'm not able anymore to play some many hands I was before. I don't why ? Maybe I'm more focused on my game and it demands me more energy ? Or am I starting to be fed up with this crazy game ? I hope this not the case.
I'd like to play a lot of hands before the hands of the month (30K hands mini) so I hope I find some motivations !