Well, I better stop to play until the end of the month, otherwise I won't have enough money to start to play next one... :(
Here is my best graph ever !!! What a donk, I think I have tilted 1/3 of this amount.
I haven't ever succeded taking a break but this time I really need it and I hope I'll stick to it. Go to gym, Play PS3, Watch movies and spend more time with my little family : this sould be my schedule for the next 5 days
My BR is still above 12K$ so I'll start april in NL400
Sorry for the lack of updates during the last weeks. I try to keep cool and let this horrible month fly away but that's very hard. I try to keep my "real life" normal so that my results don't impact my family life with my wife and my kid. I'm at the moment -7.4K$ down after reaching a low -9K$ yesterday. It seems that I can't win a damn coinflip and that all other players draws hit. I would surely accept this bad run more easily if I was up in $ this month... but that's not the case. So, please, Ms. Bad Luck, GIVE ME A BREAK !
I'm watching every night my biggest lost posts, and I don't think I played bad during the past week.
As you may have noticed I haven't posted since a while. Reason is simple : I have been playing very poorly, tilting and running trough a pretty bad run. So I am somewhere around -5K$ for this month.
I have taken some obvious decisions to try to recover before end of the month : - MSN & web browsing forbidden during poker sessions - Stop following results with Poker Grapher every session, every day. I will try to look at my graph only one time, at the end of the month.
Therefore my blog should change cause I will not show my results anymore as I was used to. As soon as my moral get a bit better I will write down some HHs
But don't worry, I don't feel so depressed. It's just a common rough time of a poker pro and I guess it will not be the last time
This month is really swingy and for the 1st time of the month I thought today I was not running bad when I won AK vs QQ :) I hope I can keep it this way for a few days :)
I played a bunch of hands since last post and I keep loosing for the moment. Unfortunately I tilted few BIs and had also one full BI screwed up with a all-in missclick (and my A5o ran to KK...) so I can't say I'm happy with my game at the moment I made my worst table ever, loosing 2172$, that's more than 5 BIs !!!! (5 last hands of the HH bellow)
http://weaktight.com/124541 I 3bet AJ from the blinds. Once the A hit the flop I don't think I can get away. I tried to represent a bluff at turn to induce bluff from JJ/QQ/KK hands. He had AK and didn't hit my few outs
http://weaktight.com/124542 Bad play at river. I don't know why I made this donky CRAI. Bet/fold would have been better if I wanted to bluff
http://weaktight.com/124543 Another missplayed hand. Once he donked bet river I should only call if I think I'm ahead, he won't call with a worst hand obviously
Have been going up and down during the first 3 month of the month. Second day was very bad as I played very poorly on a fishy table, bluffing people that you should never try to bluff. I ran through some cold deck but will not complain about this start knowing the start of january and march. I hope I can go through a nice rush now :)
Awfull month with a scary 11K$ downswing (+7K to -4K). I managed to be up during the final 3 days to get a lazy 1K$ month :( At least I succeeded in playing more than 50K hands... Good news is that I feel my game has improved a lot during this period (let's take the good side)
March Objectives
I have great expectations for my first entire pro month. I really want to get my best month ever and I'll work a lot for that. I've created with poker fellows a "work group" that should help us to improve our game. Hope the results will show up quickly !
